the fundamental things apply
if only i could tell him how easy it is for me to love him, for the sheer fact that he makes me feel real. in existence, completely whole. a point where you come to realization that you don’t need power and control. it’s a weak feeling that allows for disappointment and heartbreak. but it’s a kind of weakness that you learn to love. soft spots you’re yearning for people to find. because this shell is becoming too heavy to carry along.
